Sunday 15 September 2019

Justice Gone



About the Book:
When a homeless war veteran is beaten to death by the police, stormy protests ensue, engulfing a small New Jersey town. Soon after, three cops are gunned down.
A multi-state manhunt is underway for a cop killer on the loose. And Dr. Tessa Thorpe, a veteran's counselor, is caught up in the chase.
Donald Darfield, an African-American Iraqi war vet, war-time buddy of the beaten man, and one of Tessa's patients, is holed up in a mountain cabin. Tessa, acting on instinct, sets off to find him, but the swarm of law enforcement officers gets there first, leading to Darfield's dramatic capture.
Now, the only people separating him from the lethal needle of state justice are Tessa and ageing blind lawyer, Nathaniel Bodine. Can they untangle the web tightening around Darfield in time, when the press and the justice system are baying for revenge?

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Winner of Three Awards:
2019 American Fiction Award
National Indie Excellency Award - Best Legal Thriller of 2019
Silver Medal Winner 2019 - Readers' Favorites Awards
Chosen by Wiki.ezvid.com among their list of 10 Gripping and Intelligent Legal Thrillers


Reviews for Justice Gone:
The courtroom scenes are wonderfully written...the characters are well described and the author paints a picture of each in the mind of the reader...Strong plot, strong characters and a strong writing style that I really enjoyed. This one is a definite "thumbs-up." Strongly recommend! I look forward to reading additional works by N. Lombardi, Jr.
Kim M Aalaie, Author's Den

One of my favorite suspense novels of the year. It will make you question the legal system.
The Eclectic Review

The courtroom action is excellent, trimmed to the most gripping parts of the trial, with plenty of emotional impact...a fairly realistic portrayal of the way small-town US society works...a fast-moving story with plenty of dramatic moments, and a big twist in the final pages.
Crime Review 

Read an Excerpt:


The Asarn County Courthouse was a cheap imitation mix of Roman and Greek architecture, with an excessive number of stairs to the entrance: a pair of oak doors flanked by classical columns bordered on the pretentious. Once inside, a sterile staircase with black trim beckoned upstairs against whitewashed walls that reached to a whitewashed ceiling. The whiteness was almost blinding. Even the courtroom had whitewashed walls.
The judge’s bench, actually a prodigiously high broad podium, was solid marble, impressively white as well, as was the wall behind it, on which the great seal of the jurisdiction and the New Jersey State flag were hung. In front of the bench, were the court clerk’s and court reporter’s tables. A mahogany balustrade kept the spectators separated from the court proceedings, and pew- style mahogany benches provided seats. Tessa and Casey sat in the first row. In front of them on the left was the prosecutor’s table, all three seats occupied by two men and a woman who were busy talking to each other and going through papers. To the right was the defendant’s table, all three seats empty.
The courtroom was soon packed and filled with restless murmuring.
Tessa was growing impatient. “Call the lawyer, he’s late.”
“I just called him five minutes ago, he said he was almost here,” Casey reminded her, with just a hint of irritation. He had already made it clear that he didn’t wish to be fully involved with Donald’s plight as he was running the risk of being overwhelmed at work. It was fine for Tessa to cancel all her appointments and take a vacation, so to speak, but he had other commitments to the clinic, being as he was the one who ran the day-to-day management of the Veteran’s Unit.
“Call him again,” Tessa said.
But just before Casey could, the double doors at the back of the courtroom swung open, and in stepped a most incongruous person. Late sixties, early seventies, he was dressed in a blacker than black, almost radiantly black, worsted three-piece suit, and at the neck of his crisp powder blue shirt was, of all things, a red bow tie.
I didn’t think men still wore those things, Tessa thought.
His head was just as remarkable, capped with a shock of flowing silky-white hair and a face that was dominated by a Colonel Sanders-style white beard and a pair of the blackest sunglasses imaginable. And, like the icing on a cake, he possessed a silver-studded ebony cane. His dark, noir-looking appearance contrasted against the brilliant white of the courtroom. He took two steps forward, swung his cane left and right, each time tapping the bench to his side, then strode confidently down the aisle before any more ado. Just as he reached the gate of the bar, he raised his cane, reached for the gate, swung it open, and took his seat at the defendant’s table.
Outside at that exact moment, the court’s deputies were bringing the hulking figure of Donald Darfield from the county jail and across the lawn to the county courthouse. The bright orange prison coveralls were nearly luminous against his sable complexion. He was handcuffed in front this time, but a chain bound the cuffs to a steel waist belt. His feet were shackled by iron rings linked with more chains. He had so many chains on him, his towering figure was reminiscent of King Kong being brought captive to the Big Apple. And just like the character in the film, he was hounded by reporters, not flashing their camera bulbs, but hurling stupid questions, the aim of which was to make him look their way so they could get a good shot.
“Hey Donald, anything to say? Now’s your chance!” “Darfield, did you kill those men?”
Back inside the courtroom, Tessa turned to Casey and whispered, “He’s blind.”
Casey shrugged his shoulders.
“How did he ever get through law school with all that required reading?”
“All rise,” came the throaty voice of the bailiff, who up to then had been standing inconspicuously to the side of the bench.
Everyone stood as the judge came in, a middle-aged man with a dispassionate face that made his black robes even more intimidating. He took his seat in the high chair. “The court of the great state of New Jersey is now in session.” He banged his gavel.
Everyone sat down except the court clerk, who handed the judge some papers while announcing, “Docket number 17479, People versus Donald Darfield.”
At this point a door on the far right side opened, and Donald Darfield was led in by the sheriff’s deputies and escorted to the defendant’s table, while both the county prosecutor and the blind lawyer stood up for the second time, the old man now standing alongside Darfield.
The old man turned his head to whisper to Darfield, “I’m your lawyer,” he said furtively. “Any objection to that?’
“No, sir.”
The judge swiveled his head to look at them. “Does the defendant have counsel?”
“I’m  Mr.  Darfield’s  lawyer,  Nathaniel  Bodine,  licensed  to practice in the State of New Jersey.”
“Will the defendant state his name, please.”
“Donald…” Darfield croaked out. He cleared his throat before finishing. “Darfield.”
“Counselor,” the judge addressed, “do you waive the reading?”
The reading is a detailed public reading of the charges in the case. Typically, the answer would be yes, as a refusal to waive the reading is considered a serious breach of etiquette.
But Bodine replied, “No, Your Honor. Without wishing to bother the court, I haven’t had the chance to meet with my client yet, so I’d appreciate it…if it’s not too much trouble.”
The woman from the prosecutor’s table  walked  across  to the defendant’s table, handing Bodine a manila file, which he opened.
The judge shifted some papers before him, then swiveled his head to the prosecution. “State?”
The prosecutor, a short man with a square head, wearing glasses and sporting a thick brown mustache, stood up. “Robert Murtaugh, deputy District Attorney, Asarn County. After preliminary review of the evidence, the State of New  Jersey finds probable cause to pursue indictment of the following charges: three counts of murder in the first degree, three counts of attempted murder, four counts of recklessness endangerment, two counts of domestic terrorism—”
“Excuse me, Your Honor,” Bodine interjected. “I’m just glancing at the State’s complaint, and would like to clarify with Mr. Murtaugh if the attempted murder charges and the reckless endangerment charges refer to the same incidents, that is, the shots fired at the police vehicles at the time of apprehension.”
“Yes, Your Honor,” Murtaugh said, “plus one count attributed to the booby traps he laid out on private property not belonging…”
“Well, as for the shots fired, which is it going to be?” Bodine asked.
“Your Honor, we are still considering which charges to bring up to the grand jury, and this first appearance is chiefly to comply with New Jersey law that bail be set within twenty-four hours of arrest.”
“Very well,” the judge said, “then let’s move on to that. Mr. Murtaugh?”
“Your Honor,” Bodine interrupted once more, “defense waives consideration for a bail bond.”
“Very well.”
“However, I would like to make a motion at this time that my client be kept in solitary confinement until the convening of the grand jury, and in the event an indictment is brought, to be kept in solitary confinement until this matter is disposed. We feel this is for his own protection.”
“Have you discussed this with your client? Mr. Darfield, do you agree with this?”
Bodine nudged Darfield. “Say yes,” he whispered. “Yes,” Darfield replied diffidently to the judge.
“Very well, I so rule it. State is to set the date for the grand jury proceedings, not to exceed thirty days from today.” He banged his gavel. “Next case.”
As the armed court officers took hold of Darfield, Bodine turned and proceeded down the aisle in the same cautious pace as he entered it, using his cane minimally only to ensure against any careless person who happened to be in his way. Tessa and Casey followed in tow, through the corridor and down the stairs to the lobby.
Just in front of the oak doors leading outside, he was met by an attractive young woman with auburn hair wearing a yellow windbreaker and holding a Chesterfield topcoat in her arms. She draped the topcoat tenderly over his shoulders, embraced him affectionately, and took his right arm to lead him out. Tessa came from behind and tugged at his left arm. “Why did you waive bail?”
The pair abruptly halted, giving Bodine an opportunity to turn his head toward the voice. “And who are you?”
“Tessa Thorpe, I’m…”
Bodine interrupted, “Ah, yes, the heroine of the Darfield capture.” His voice turned even more sardonic. “And you want to discuss bail bonds with me now.”  His  face  became  rigid and his mouth turned down in a bitter grimace. “Bail Shmail! Did you know that in this state, just an example mind you, 38 percent of the people incarcerated are those that couldn’t meet their bail bond? Thirty-eight percent of the people in jail…and the overwhelming majority of them, what are they guilty of? I’ll tell you…unpaid parking tickets, driving with a suspended license, municipal violations, a few sticks of marijuana…none of whom pose a threat, and you want me to waste my time, the little precious time I have left in this world, to beg the judge for bail on someone who’s accused of multiple capital offences of first degree murder, shot at police officers in front of hundreds of witnesses, not to mention that he is not a resident of the local community, has no collateral and has no place to stay within the State of New Jersey, all of which disqualifies him from every criteria required for the judge to decide in favor of a bail bond. You want me, an advocate for just about thirty years to make a fool of myself…”
“Okay!” Tessa cried out. “I get your point.” She took a few deep breaths. “Why do you want Mr. Darfield in solitary? Why did you say ‘for his own protection’? Is someone going to do him harm?”
“Jailhouse snitches.”
Tessa remained quiet, cuing him to continue.
“I know a bit about you, Dr. Thorpe, and I realize you have some experience with prisons, but you know nothing about local jails. In a prison, stool pigeons are loathed, and run the risk of punishment by their fellow inmates, probably resulting in a shiv in the ribs…but those men have already been convicted and sentenced. However, for the occupants of a county jail, their trial is yet to come up. One can always plea bargain and make deals, conspire with the DA, make up stories…the number of innocent people convicted on such cockamamie testimony is appalling.”
Tessa found herself in a rare moment of speechlessness, giving him room to continue his rant.
“Now, I’m starting to get hungry and it’s a two-hour drive to New York where I have a lunch appointment, but before I can do that, I need to confer with my client, whom I have yet to meet properly, so despite the stimulating discussion we’re having, I have to go now. But before I do, I’ll answer your question. My wife.”
“Your wife? What question?”
“’How did he ever get through law school with all that required reading?’ I’m blind but I’m not deaf. The answer is my wife. She read aloud to me all the law books, court cases, Supreme Court opinions…whatever I had to know to pass the bar. But she’s getting on, and I need a new partner to keep up with me.” He nodded his head toward the young girl on his right. “By the way, Emily here is my co-counsel, as well as my daughter. And I would suggest that upon leaving, you go in the opposite direction from me, as there are hundreds of reporters out there; and, if we split them up, it would be to our mutual benefit.” He turned away from her to finally  make  his  exit. “See you in court,” he said from behind his back, his daughter opening the doors and the both of them descending down the concrete stairs outside.
“Kind of longwinded, isn’t he?” Tessa opined.
Casey shrugged his shoulders. “He’s a lawyer,” was his response.


About the Author:
N. Lombardi Jr, the N for Nicholas, has spent over half his life in Africa, Asia, and the Middle East, working as a groundwater geologist. Nick can speak five languages: Swahili, Thai, Lao, Chinese, and Khmer (Cambodian).
In 1997, while visiting Lao People's Democratic Republic, he witnessed the remnants of a secret war that had been waged for nine years, among which were children wounded from leftover cluster bombs. Driven by what he saw, he worked on The Plain of Jars for the next eight years.
Nick maintains a website with content that spans most aspects of the novel: The Secret War, Laotian culture, Buddhism etc.
His second novel, Journey Towards a Falling Sun, is set in the wild frontier of northern Kenya.
His latest novel, Justice Gone was inspired by the fatal beating of a homeless man by police.
Nick now lives in Phnom Penh, Cambodia

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Thursday 12 September 2019

The Third Half of Our Lives



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American Literary Genre of Senior Adult
Two Old Guys Not Selling Anything
Publisher: Andrew Benzie Books
Published: July 2019


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Two men reflect on what went right and wrong during their long lives in this novel. Socratic dialogue on growing very old. These two men of the Silent Generation might not confront any of the really intriguing issues—from their white maleness to the sex lives of octogenarians—but they do hit the classics: parenthood, accomplishments, and the point of it all. A philosophical tale about two men in old age.

“The Third Half of Our Lives” is a dialogue between two old guys living in a fictionalized retirement community as they think back about their lives, their marriages, their families, while engrossed in their very different stamp collections, and cope with everyday concerns living amidst senior women and men.

Both Kirkus Reviews and celebrated author Maxine Hong Kingston call the book “Socratic” in its dialogue.



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Jon Foyt has been writing novels for 30 years, initially in collaboration with his late wife Lois.

“The Third Half of Our Lives, Two Old Guys Not Selling Anything” is his current novel.

Writing is Jon’s fourth career, with earlier ventures in radio broadcasting in the Pacific Northwest, commercial banking in Oregon, and building houses and condominiums in California.

Jon has degrees from Stanford in journalism plus an MBA, and pursued a masters in Historic Preservation at the University of Georgia. He served in Army Military Intelligence during the Korean War. A distance runner, he has completed 60 marathons. Here in Rossmoor, he was one of the founders of the Published Writers. He is president of the Stanford Alumni Club, is active in the Democratic Club, as well as several men’s clubs, plus participating in a Buddhist Meditation group.



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Tuesday 10 September 2019

Strands of Truth by Colleen Coble

Strands of Truth

by Colleen Coble

on Tour September 9 - October 4, 2019

Synopsis:

Strands of Truth by Colleen Coble
Strands of Harper Taylor’s childhood are resurfacing—but will the truth save her . . . or pull her under?

Harper Taylor is used to being alone— after all, she grew up in one foster home after another. Oliver Jackson finally took her under his wing when she was a runaway teenager, and now Harper pours her marine biology knowledge into Oliver’s pen shell research. But she’s never stopped wishing for a family of her own.

So when a DNA test reveals a half-sister living just two hours away, Harper is both hopeful and nervous. Over warm cinnamon rolls, Harper and Annabelle find striking similarities in their stories. Is it just a coincidence that both their mothers died tragically, without revealing Harper and Annabelle’s father’s name?

Oliver’s son Ridge still sees Harper as a troubled teen even all these years later. But when Oliver is attacked, Ridge and Harper find themselves working together to uncover dangerous secrets that threaten to destroy them all. They must unravel her past before they can have any hope for the future.

Book Details:

Genre: Romantic Supsense
Published by: Thomas Nelson
Publication Date: September 10th 2019
Number of Pages: 336
ISBN: 0718085906 (ISBN13: 9780718085902)
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Prologue
January 1990
St. Petersburg, Florida
Lisa ran to her Datsun Bluebird and jerked open the yellow door. Her pulse strummed in her neck, and she glanced behind her to make sure she wasn’t being followed. She’d tried not to show fear during the confrontation, but it was all she could do not to cry. She couldn’t face life without him.
She’d been on edge ever since yesterday.
Twilight backlit the treetops and highlighted the hanging moss. Instead of finding it beautiful, she saw frightening shadows and shuddered. She slid under the wheel and started the engine, then pulled out of her driveway onto the road.
She turned toward the Gulf. The water always calmed her when she was upset—and she had crossed upset moments ago and swerved into the scared zone.
Her belly barely fit under the wheel, but this baby would be born soon, then she’d have her figure back. She accelerated away from her home, a dilapidated one-story house with peeling white paint, and switched on her headlights.
The radio blared full of the news about the Berlin Wall coming down, but Lisa didn’t care about that, not now. She switched channels until she found Tom Petty’s “Free Fallin’ ”playing, but even her favorite tune failed to sooth her shattered nerves. Could she seriously be murdered over this? She’d glimpsed madness in those eyes.
She pressed the brakes as she came to a four-way stop, but the brake pedal went clear to the floor. She gasped and pumped the pedal again. No response. The car shot through the intersection, barely missing the tail end of another vehicle that had entered it before her.
Hands gripping the steering wheel, she struggled to keep the car on the road as she frantically thought of a way to bring it to a stop that didn’t involve hitting another car or a tree. The baby in her belly kicked as if he or she knew their lives hung suspended in time.
“We’re going to make it, little one. We have to. I can’t leave you alone.” No one would love her baby if she died. Her mother couldn’t care for her child. She cared more about her drugs than anything else.
Lisa tried to tamp down her rising emotions, but she’d never been so frightened. The car fishtailed on the sandy road as she forced it back from the shoulder. Huge trees lined the pavement in a dense formation. Where could she drive off into relative safety? A field sprawled over on the right, just past the four-way stop ahead. If she made it through, it seemed the only place where they might survive.
Had the brakes been cut? What else could it be? She’d just had the car serviced.
Lisa approached the stop sign much too fast. The slight downhill slope had only accelerated the speed that hovered at nearly seventy. Her mouth went bone dry.
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Taken from “Strands of Truth” by Colleen Coble. Copyright © 2019 by Colleen Coble. Used by permission of http://www.thomasnelson.com/.



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Colleen Coble
Colleen Coble is a USA TODAY bestselling author and RITA finalist best known for her coastal romantic suspense novels, including The Inn at Ocean’s Edge, Twilight at Blueberry Barrens, and the Lavender Tides, Sunset Cove, Hope Beach, and Rock Harbor series.

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Twitter - @colleencoble
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Monday 9 September 2019

Shattered Paths


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Historical Novel
Date Published: January 9, 2019


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It actually happened.

Hard to believe that two teenagers and a special child, torn from their comfortable and insulated Jewish community in wartime Romania, were taken in by Gypsies camped in the forest. How could they find their places among the flamboyant people, whose lifestyle and ways of confronting the hostile surrounding society were so different from that of the Jews?

This heart stirring story fleshes out this occurrence, presenting the dilemmas, enlightenments, emotional attachments, and mutual understandings experienced by the child protagonists.


Excerpt



The news about the wedding had spread its wings and flown through the Gypsy tribes.  Colorfully decorated wagons loaded with families started flowing into the camp, unloading women, men, and hordes of small children.  They all hugged and kissed acquaintances, their vocal merriment filling the camp.

The event did not engage Anna.  Her feeling of otherness kept her away from the crowds.  Mikaleh, on the other hand, immediately made friends with the new children and disappeared from her sight for hours.  She missed him, he did not need her as he had before.  He agreed to every request and entertained with Gypsy tunes that he had picked up as well as with Chassidic melodies from his parents’ home.  She was surprised to hear the little Gypsies singing along.  In the depths of her loneliness, she missed Mikaleh even though she knew that she should be happy that he got along so well with the swarthy children of the camp as if he were their brother.  Anna believed that she was the only one who noticed his short outbursts, and she was surprised how quickly he regained control of himself and went back to playing with his friends as if nothing had happened.  In his first days in the camp, Mikaleh had received a number of blows from the other children.  In time, he had learned to fight back with his small fists.




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I was born into a bourgeois family in Bukovina, a region of Romania, in a town named Gura Humorului. The first daughter of a young couple, and the first grandchild in the family. Endless happiness!

Endless happiness?

The sounds of war were approaching our area, and happiness turned into panic and fear of the unknown.
In October 1941, when I was just sixteen months old, a proclamation ordered all the Jews of the town, healthy, sick, Young and old, to gather at the train station and bring with them everything their hands could carry.

We were exiled to an area called Transnistria, where death awaited about sixty percent of those arriving. A slow death from starvation, cold, hunger and diseases. The only goal we had there was to survive.

After three years of suffering and losing our beloved, we returned to Romania and all we wanted was to get out of the country that did not remember its Jews, and their contribution to the economy, growth, and culture.

One evening, ten years ago, I suddenly realized I had to write down all the tragic events that happened, and all the unbelievable miracles that took place and saved me and my family’s life.

I had to write it down before our generation of survivors would disappear, and things would be forgotten.


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Friday 6 September 2019

Road To Nowhere

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Road To Nowhere

by Cy Wyss

on Tour September 1-30, 2019

 

Road To Nowhere by Cy Wyss

Synopsis:

 

PJ Taylor, the feline shapeshifter, is back! Someone is kidnapping people’s pet cats and holding them for ransom. When PJ’s beloved niece is catnapped, the trail leads PJ to Nowhere, a tiny hamlet north of her hometown of Mayhap. What intrigues will PJ find among the inhabitants of this minuscule community? You can bet it involves at least one person up to no good and flushing this person out could be…murder!

 

Book Details:

Genre: Cozy Mystery
Published by: Nighttime Dog Press, LLC
Publication Date: September 1, 2019
Number of Pages: 222
ASIN: B07WCHL75J
Series: Eyeshine, 2
Purchase Links: Amazon, Goodreads


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Robert Taylor entered the brownstone via the back door, closing it quietly behind himself. He was in a landing of pale green and gray with tan carpet and stairs leading upward and a sandwich board on the wall with office numbers. The woman he was looking for was in 303, two stories above him. He ascended the two flights, his heart leaden with reluctance.
He considered himself a unicorn – someone special and rare. Not only was he smart and successful (head of his own one-man FBI office in Mayhap, Indiana), the women in his family had the unusual proclivity to turn into cats when the sun set. This made them particularly effective operatives, although in fearing for their safety he often restricted their usefulness. His sister, PJ, had been his most important informant up until her recent death. He couldn’t believe she was gone.
It didn’t seem real. Didn’t cats have nine lives? He somehow expected PJ to rise from her grave and come back to him. Instead, here he was, about to attempt to convince a psychotherapist of his sanity in the face of his recent tragedies. All he wanted was to get back to work. They wouldn’t let him back without the sign-off from this woman, Ms. Julia Herzenberg. Her name conjured images of some ancient Freudian presence, maybe someone who looked like Dear Abby or Ruth Bader-Ginsberg, with copious wrinkles and a severe bun. He shivered at the idea of exposing his inner life to this person.
On the third floor, the stairwell opened into a larger space of muted pastels that smelled of rose and mint. Three doors greeted him, and he pushed through the one whose frosted glass proclaimed it 303. Inside, soft new age music played, and the floral scent was stronger. The culprit was an incense burner on a small table near the door. Thin smoke wafted from a glazed, bulbous pot in gray ombre. The walls of the suite were a soothing blue and the furniture worn leather in earthy browns. Striped pillows and throw blankets abounded, and health magazines lined the coffee table. Robert perched on the edge of a fat armchair and crossed his legs, interlacing his fingers around his knee. He waited, with the demeanor of a man about to face something dire and unwanted.
His first impression of Julia Herzenberg when she opened the inner door was that she looked nothing like an old psychiatrist or supreme court judge. Her hair flowed around her head in generous curls, spilling from her shoulders in waves of auburn silk. Her eyes were a crystalline green the likes of which he had only seen previously on actresses or fashion models. She was tall and thin, with slender, manicured fingers and long legs beneath a plaid wool skirt. She reminded him of a willow – inscrutable and eternal, with Nature’s grace and strength.
“Robert Taylor?” she asked.
It took him a moment to shut his flapping mouth and recover his aplomb.
“Yes,” he finally said, extending his hand.
She shook it firmly, her hand warm and dry. She led him into a brown hallway, and to an office at one end. The room contained the same homey furniture as the waiting area, in neutral shades of soft leather with woven and plush accompaniments.
“Have a seat,” she said.
He stared at the wide couch before him.
“Do I need to lie down?” he asked.
“Only if you want to,” she said.
She sat in an armchair across from the couch with her knees pressed together and her hands folded in her lap. She studied him, an entirely unassuming expression on her porcelain face. Awkwardly, he perched on the edge of the couch and rested his weight on his elbows on his thighs. He let his hands dangle.
She remained still and silent as he took in his surroundings. The paintings on the walls were interesting but not distracting and consisted of abstractions that reminded him of natural surroundings. The lights were incandescent, and the shades partially drawn, rendering the space as comforting as a forest nook where sunlight filtered through the branches above. Dr. Herzenberg even had a small fountain on one side table and the faint sound of running water complemented the illusion. Robert could feel his tension recede, despite his natural wariness and dark mood.
Still, she said nothing. Robert felt her watching him and found he couldn’t meet her gaze directly. Rather, his eyes roved over their environment, never settling for more than a few seconds. Behind and beside her was a narrow bookcase with glass panels and something about it bothered him. He kept returning to it, until he realized why. On the very top of the bookcase was an old-fashioned globe and a statue that looked like a very realistic black cat. It could have been PJ. He stared at the cat, and almost jumped out of his seat when the statue blinked.
“God, that’s a cat!” he said.
Dr. Herzenberg smiled. “That’s Bella.”
“Wow,” Robert said. “I thought she was a statue.”
“She likes to sit up there,” Dr. Herzenberg said. “Many of my patients don’t ever notice her.”
“I’m amazed. You bring your cat with you to the office?”
Dr. Herzenberg shrugged. “She doesn’t like to be alone.”
“You could get her a companion.”
“She doesn’t like other cats.”
Robert chuckled. “Typical difficult feline.”
“Tell me,” Dr. Herzenberg said. “Are you a cat person?”
He remembered his sister, and the fact he’d never see her again. His eyes burned, though he willed himself not to tear up.
“You could say that,” he said.
PJ had turned into a cat every night since shortly after she had hit puberty. He still remembered the first time she’d shapeshifted. He was a rookie cop at the time and looking after her since their parents had died, as her much older brother and legal guardian. They’d been playing video games on the couch when she howled and writhed in pain. He had thought she was dying and called 911.
Imagine his chagrin when they arrived and found no sign of the girl that he’d insisted needed an ambulance. Instead, a black tabby cat watched him explain that he’d had a nightmare and called emergency services by mistake. His colleagues ribbed him for weeks afterward.
Robert was so traumatized, he confined PJ to her room after sundown from that time forward, and he somehow managed to convince himself her transition hadn’t happened. It was only recently, with his own daughter, Nancy, entering puberty, that he’d finally opened up to PJ about her wonderous ability. He had been terrified that Nancy would become a shapeshifter as well. Be the status of that as it may, at least one outcome had been that he had become significantly closer to PJ, a relationship long overdue.
His memories of PJ ran through his mind, and guilt stabbed his heart. If only he hadn’t been so pigheaded, he could have showed his love for her sooner. He could have had years of closeness instead of mere months. They could even, perhaps, have–
No. He wouldn’t let himself think about that. Regret was a demon that ate you alive. It was what it was. He couldn’t change the past any more than he could draw castles in the sky.
“What are you thinking about?” Dr. Herzenberg asked.
Robert blinked several times, his reverie broken. “Nothing,” he said.
She stared at him. His gaze dropped to the coffee table between them.
“I was thinking of my sister,” he said.
“Tell me about her.”
Robert took a deep breath and let it out slowly. He crossed his arms over his chest and studied the carpet under their feet, a confetti-patterned collage of woodland hues. He found himself telling Dr. Herzenberg the truth – something he hadn’t done in decades.
“She’s not actually my sister,” he said.
“Oh?” She raised a delicate eyebrow.
“Well, she wasn’t, I mean,” he said. “My father was her mother’s cousin.”
Dr. Herzenberg appeared lost in thought for a moment. “So, your ‘sister’ was actually your second cousin?”
“Yes,” Robert said.
“Why do you call her your sister?”
“Our parents married,” Robert said. “Legally, PJ was my sister.”
“I see,” she said.
Another wave of regret washed over Robert. He clasped his hands together and hung his head so she wouldn’t see the sheen of tears in his eyes.
“I did read your employment record,” Dr. Herzenberg said. “You’ve had quite the last couple of weeks.”
Robert snorted. “Yeah. You could say that.”
“You failed the bureau’s lie detector test, separated from your wife, shot and killed a man, and your sister – your second-cousin, I mean – died. I’d say all of that qualifies you for a little paid leave.”
Then there was the business with his daughter, which he couldn’t talk about, as well as the thing concerning his infidelity, which he likewise couldn’t bring himself to talk about. His shoulders drooped.
“I don’t want paid leave,” he said. “I want to get back to work. All I do is sit around and mope. If I can work, I’ll feel better.” He looked up, into her concerned face. “What can I do to convince you I’m fit for returning to work – that, in fact, it’ll help me recover?”
She tilted her head and scrutinized him. He fidgeted under the weight of those amazing green eyes.
“You can’t run from your grief, Robert. Turning your attention elsewhere will only cause it to fester and grow into something uncontrolled.”
He sighed. “I was afraid you’d say that.”
On top of the bookcase, the cat stood and stretched elegantly, her back a deeply curved S. She sat on her haunches and used her paw to clean her snout. Robert watched, fascinated.
“Tell me more about your sister,” Dr. Herzenberg said.
Another wave of regret reminded Robert of his failures, and, with it, a twinge of fear piqued his soul. He’d already said too much.
“You were close, I take it,” the psychiatrist said.
“Yeah,” Robert said.
Dr. Herzenberg waited. Robert looked around the room again, his gaze settling on the quarter-height of window, through which a gray fall sky was visible.
“What bothers you most about her death?” she asked.
Robert’s eyes lost their focus as his attention turned inward. Guilt weighed heavy in his heart as he remembered the past two weeks and his role in the whole mess.
“I never…” He couldn’t bring himself to say it.
Dr. Herzenberg perked up. “You never what?”
He stared at the cat, who stared back unblinkingly. The odd sense of unreality overtook him again and he found himself speaking the truth once more.
“I never told her how much I loved her,” he said.
“I’m sure she knew,” Dr. Herzenberg said.
Robert shook his head. “No. She didn’t.”
“What makes you think that?”
“I pushed her away. She wanted more from me. I should have given it to her.”
Dr. Herzenberg’s brow furrowed and her eyes darkened. “What are we talking about, Robert? You’ve told me she wasn’t your blood sister. How did you see her? As your little sister? Or, as something more than that?”
Robert ground his teeth. How did they get onto this topic? He was here to get back to work, not to get himself fired for inappropriate feelings toward PJ.
“I shouldn’t have said it that way,” he said. “Of course, I meant it platonically.”
She studied him. “You know that everything you tell me is confidential.”
He frowned. “I know you have to report what I say to my superiors,” he said.
“No,” she said. “I have to report my overall opinions. Your disclosures are entirely between us alone.”
Robert stared up at Bella, whose golden gaze had never seemed to leave him. He was pretty sure the cat saw right through him, and he wondered how much of that ability Dr. Herzenberg had.
He said nothing.
***
Excerpt from Road To Nowhere by Cy Wyss. Copyright 2019 by Cy Wyss. Reproduced with permission from Cy Wyss. All rights reserved.



Author Bio:

Cy Wyss
Cy Wyss is a writer based in Indianapolis, Indiana. They have a Ph.D. in computer science and their day job involves wrangling and analyzing genetic data. Cy is the author of three full-length novels as well as a collection of short stories and the owner and chief editor of Nighttime Dog Press, LLC.
Before studying computer science, Cy obtained their undergraduate degree in mathematics and English literature as well as masters-level degrees in philosophy and artificial intelligence. They studied overseas for three years in the UK, although they never managed to develop a British accent.
Cy currently resides in Indianapolis with their spouse, daughter, and two obstreperous but lovable felines. In addition to writing, they enjoy reading, cooking, and walking 5k races to benefit charity.

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